Valentine Dilemma...

It's finally February and I still cannot get over the fact that Valentine's Day is coming up. I wonder how I would celebrate that day, whether if my boyfriend would want to take me out for dinner or not, I don't know really. I have never celebrated Valentine's day even when I was in high school. I know it may be unbelievable but believe me, it's true. I have never experienced receiving a bouquet of flowers before or be taken out to dinner or even get a bar of chocolates. Yep, it is true, unfortunately I am one of those few people who are not so lucky with such things. Most girls would even receive bracelets, necklaces and rings or earrings but not me. Even when I got involved with a long time relationship, I felt unappreciated. I never experienced the benefits of being taken cared of or being pampered by their boyfriends. Some girls just do not appreciate the things that they have just because they want more, and they just don't realize that the important things are the small yet very meaningful things their guys give to them even if it may not be expensive. Well, as for me, I don't really look forward to material things, all I simply want are the small gestures like being hugged on a cold night, or having candlelight dinner at home or just a simple love-letter that fills me with the sweet words of a man. I don't need a guy who can take me out to expensive restaurants or give me extravagant gifts, I just need a man who knows how to appreciate his girl, take care of her and cherish her as if time were limited. That's the kind of guy I would want to spend the rest of my life with. Anyhow, I just hope that it's not yet too late for me, maybe this year would be a great year and Valentine's day would be the first and most wonderful experience of my life...Ciao...